A turning point

One can only use magical, amazing, spectacular, wonderful and mind blowing so many times to describe Mystress's visits...but...i shall use them once again to describe Mystress's last visit. I shall just have to call it Magimazspecifulmbling as i just can't choose one word anymore. Also a point of note, this is the last time i shall refer to Mystress visiting...more explanations later.

The evening started with our rituals of dinner, a belated Survivor and bath. Each alittle more hurried than usual as our desire for each other burned on. Mystress makes a valid point in our natural synergy. Each of us worked on a portion of dinner yet we managed to have it finish all at the same time...a definite indication of our synergy and how well we work together.

Our survivor strategy discussions may sound trivial but to us, atleast for myself, i often find myself using the discussion as a tool for analyzing how Mystress's mind works...what she thinks of and how she would approach a situation...her choices and how she would handle situations. Just an exercise in studying ones mind mechanics.

After survivor we shared a bath together chatting and sharing some good conversations. I do find the bath to be a spot we both share some good conversation and ask probing questions...very enlightening for us both.

Our excitement and desires and hard fought restraint was finally rewarded after our bath as we both indulged in pleasure giving and receiving for hours and hours...a short nap later and it was back to pleasure. To Mystress and I its more than just physical pleasure...for when we both give and receive pleasure a second aspect is always present...that of making our partners emotionally happy too...for to me...being able to physically pleasure my Mystress and know that she loves it makes the emotional bond that much more intense.

After a shower together..each washing each other in a slow sensual and caring manner we shared some breakfast together. Nothing fancy but a good meal to start the day with. Not wanting to quite part yet we retired to the room for alittle more cuddle time after which we dressed and parted to honor other engagements.

You may say..well it sounds like a regular visit and much alike those i have written before...but i beg to differ. Our interactions i feel were much more intense...there was more emotion and tenderness towards each other. I feel quite different since Mystress little lesson and i hope Mystress feels the same.

Another lesson Mystress taught me this week was an extension of my choice to submit to Mystress. Since i have already submitted myself to Mystress that in totality i should submit more aspects of myself...my home being one of them. Before i would see it as Mystress coming to visit me...instead from now on...i shall see it as Mystress retiring to her second home...to her place of comfort and pleasure. In a sense i am now a caretaker of Mystress's second residence. So from now on Mystress shall not visit as a guest but rather she shall be returning home.

Thank you again Mystress for a wonderful time...hope to see you again soon.

Paladin