Saturday, January 26, 2008

My Mystress

As Mystress has noted in herself...so i have noticed from my perspective. What is this observation...well in a nut shell, its the evolution of my Mystress.

When we first started our journey together Mystress knew that she wanted to be a dom, and that she wanted a slave. Mystress had a good idea of what it involved, on how to train me and what to expect. But all this iformation was gathered from being on the receiving end of the relationship...as the sub...and not as a dom. Even with this understanding, Mystress was determined to make it so.

At first Mystress was alittle unsure of how to take command, how to ask with force for what she wanted...how to shed her submissive side and to take on her dom side. But as Mystress has practiced her dommination..so have these aspects become easier...and in time Mystress has evolved from a dom in training..to what i would call...a full fledged Mystress...complete with a commanding demeanor and less and less of a submissive nature.

I've asked Mystress if she misses her submissive side or if she is sad to see it diminish...and she has answered no on numerous occassions. It has been one of my proudest moments to see the change in Mystress..from her first tentative steps to now...when she takes giant dominating steps..with full confidence and compassion. Others have commented on how different Mystress feels to them too...full of confidence and assertivness and they have cherished the changes.

OUr last meeting Mystress asked if i could tease her. Mystress likes to be tied during this not to be submissive, but to heighten the sensory exhiliration. I used my own restraints this time for i wanted Mystrss to feel them just once, and i won't use them again on Mystress for i felt naked without them, so now Mystress knows how they feel to me. It was a wonderful bonding experience to share them with Mystress and i am glad Mystress experienced it, and when she said to take them off... i did so so quickly so that i could have them back on me.

Thank you Mystrss for growing with me...the journey has been so special and i can't wait to see what the future holds in our journey.

With so much love

Paladin

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