My Mystress has a tendency, which happens rarely these days, to sometimes dwell on something unpleasant. Like my trip next week. Mystress dwelled some on the time apart and how long it was to our next visit. Well i can totally agree with Mystress, a week apart is unpleasant and like Mystress i miss our visits and look forward to them very much.
But i know that there will be a wonderful reunion...a time that WILL always happen and as always promises to be wonderful. My mind thinks on those that had something special..and perhaps now don't have it anymore...now that would be something to dwell on...but for us dear Mystress we do not have that fear. Our bond is so strong and special and as i said before Mystress...has many many years in it.
So yes Mystress..the time apart is not nice...but the alternatives are worse. Like Mystress posted...we will stay in contact and text and IM...and even some extra exhanges to pass the time...and before we know it next weekend wil be here and we will enjoy our wonderful reunion.
So i give my Mystress much much credit for how far she has come..and how rarely Mystress does dwell on things....like i said last night..its part of you...just like some of my more anal characteristics...so we accept it and move on...both improving on the characteristics...growing with each other...improving each other and making each other much stronger.
With so much admiration of my Mystress...in amazement....
Paladin
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2 comments:
Paladin...
That was the most wonderful post ever brother.
I could hear the saddness in your heart as well.
Such are the pains when you care for someone deeply which i know you both do.
And like you said..."The alternative's are worse".. and may i add..."not feel at all the worst of the worst."
Yes, She has grown immensly since your arrival. Stronger inside and out. But the joy She has for Her pets is great.
A dependency in its own right.
And i beleive She understands it all to well and yet the feelings perhaps, even stronger still in that respect.
But i will hear the joy in Her voice next week when She tells me Her Paladin has called or texted or anything special.
And i have told Her a million times...You are always in my heart wherever i may roam and i'm sure its the same for you.
Enjoy your trip and be safe. And remember.... You got a movie to go see when you get back.
Robert
Ty for the kind words Robert. My Mystress is always in my heart...and the times i need to roam for whatever reason...i always think of my dear Mystress.
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