To Own Pets...

And to be responsible for them, is to Me a big responsibility. And not one I take lightly at all.
I am very lucky to have two such pets.

One of course is My amazing Paladin... and tonight I'll be spending a last night with him before a busy weekend for him, and then as he says, a trip out of town for the week. I have gotten quite used to My lovely 'spa' time with him. I know that as he says, we will stay connected while he is gone on his trip. Thank goodness for cell phones and text messages as well as MMS messages. Pet will have to send Me all of his regular pics plus a few extras to hold Me over till he gets back.
As always, I expect our reunion to be quite pleasurable.

I will also have kajira robert to keep Me company when Paladin is away.. and while cyber isn't near the same thing as reality.. his mostly quick obedience (even when its sprinkled with his quick wit) is amusing. We do have a rather good time flying around in Second Life and visiting new spots. And I like to tease him about when he finally does come to our town for a vist.. all of the things he'll have to look forward to. (wicked grin)

It has been going on 5 years now since I 'collared' kajira robert online... and a year for Paladin in real life. I have learned alot in that time.. but I have truly come into My own in the year since Paladin. He has taught Me who I am to Myself.. and what I want and desire. Like in My last post.. I speak of how what I want and what others say we are supposed to be are often two different things. I am blessed in that My two subs understand and support My way of being.
They are both strong willed men who choose to submit to Me. And I am always grateful to them for that.

I told Paladin the other night, that its not always easy though. There are still often things I want that I know he is uncomfortable with. And so, how much do I stretch him? Sometimes I will grant him grace on something...and then.. wish I hadn't. I do get some very wicked ideas.. and more often then not, when I ask him how such a thing might make him feel, his answer is 'very submissive Mystress." Which is exactly the answer that I do want. I want to stretch him some.. and make him uncomfortable some too. And sometimes.. I want him to do something that will please Me unasked... something he knows I'll like... just to surprise and please Me.
He's often a shy pet... and that can lead to some whimsy on My part as far as having him do something out of his box that I know he doesn't want to do. And sometimes...no matter how much I want him too.. its not 'proper'. I don't care... but he does. And its those times I have to realize how much he already does for Me... how far he has come in this almost year of time.
To look at where we are now, and where we started... and no matter what I want..
Like any responsible pet owner... I have to be that.. responsible to him..and take care of him, and look after him.

But.... I can still hope he'll have th courage.. and the adventurous heart to do something
totally outside his box on a whim for Me.

I'll still pet him and love him, even if he doesn't...
but as Amazing Grace said...

"but wouldn't it be nice...."

Best to all,
Mystress