Excitment Abound

Tomorrow my Mystress and her lady friend go to the cabin a day before me. The ladies plan to have a good relaxing evening doing what i shall guess to be girl things...chit chat and such. It will be good for my Mystress...for she finds the cabin very relaxing and being there for the weekend shall give Mystress plenty of time to relax and recharge.

I'll be getting there saturday before lunch and will spend the rest of the weekend with the Ladies. Everyone seems to be very excited for the time int he woods....i am sure it will live up to all our expectations.

The timing of this trip could not be better as it seems we all are having a tough time be it work or other reasons and this trip will be a great time to get rid of all this unwatnted tension. The Reiki class 2 will be a big help in relaxing us. I have said it before and will say it again..looking forward to it for sure.

So with preparations made, meals ready and bags packed...it just a matter of couting away the hours now...

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Paladin

Tue nites and the coming Weekend

Paladin is right about Tue nites.
We've not yet quite settled down into
what they will become, other then a continuing
evolution of time, training and pleasure for both of us.

This past Tue was a bit different.
Pet does not mention that for part of it,
he was put in charge.. the beginning part to
be exact. It was a bit of a 'switch' for us both.
But.. one thing that I certainly did learn,
is that I had a very hard time staying
in a more 'bottom' sort of mode, because
while in the past I have had flashes of submissiveness
with him, this time, that really did not happen, and it
was much more of a 'bottom' sort of experience
that I had a hard time maintaining. So,
while pet will be in charge of some 'projects'
that we may share, tis always done under the auspices
of being Commanded to do it. And this is what I had
told him when I buckled his training collar on this night,
that anything he did, he did under the fact that I was
Commanding him to be in charge and surprise Me.

The surprise came to Me in how hard it was for Me this time.
So many times I wanted to grab his collar as I am used to doing,
or give him a Command as to what to do next.
I also know that this is not remotely pet's choice to be in charge.
But.. he had mentioned some things he would do if he had
the chance to, so I thought I would give him that chance.
And.. .he did an amazing job.
But... I did not let him finish the nite out
but took control back from him.
And we were both happy to be back in our proper places.

Now.. as for the weekend. Pet is not exactly right when
he says that 'no' plans have been made for after the class.
(smile) there ARE some. There is a general idea,
and pet knows what his job is in this. To provide
relaxation and pleasure. Now, exactly what mode that will take,
yes... that is still yet to be determined,
although I think we have some ideas.

pet does have a few licks coming for pretending ignorance
on a specific request last nite, (surely you KNEW what we
wanted pet, did you really need to ask for clarification?!)

He says he doesn't know what a 'swizzle stick' is.. (maybe
this is an American term that pet as a non drinker and
from a British Colony has not been exposed to)
so he may get to experience that first 'hand' (so to speak)
(although it certainly WON'T be his hand that performs
as the swizzle stick) as well.

As for the level 2 Reiki class..
I am very proud of pet wanting to continue
his training in this area, and his specific desire to
take this level because of his desire to be able to help
Me by sending Me distance Reiki when I am stressed or
not well as I currently do with him. As for level 3..
pet knows that I have become very very energy
sensitive to people and situations and that I can feel
windblown by buffeting energies. Pet does not desire
to have this particular experience. For Myself, this
has come about more and more from the number of
Reiki attunements that I have done. Each makes Me
more sensitive then I was before. I do not know if all
Reiki Master's are this way, but this seems to be how I
am. So he does not desire this for himself, although I
have told him that just because one has a level 3 training
one does not have to choose to be a Master Teacher as I am.
In fact, it was several years before I was called to teach as I am.
And so, I was not affected as I seem to be these days.

Anyways... the weekend shall be diverse I do believe
and hopefully informative, relaxing and enjoyable for all!

As always... best to all out there
and as pet said, to those still seeking,
keep looking.. for we are proof that
perseverance pays off!

Mystress

Girls Night out and plans made.

Mystress tonight is enjoying what i hope to be a wonderful night out on the town with her Lady friend. They are attending a country concert. Love to hear Mystress enjoys her time with her lady friends for it is something i can relate to. I do enjoy my time with my friends. I feel its a relationship everyone should have it allows one to have varied relationships in ones life.

This weekend my Mystress and I as well as her Lady friend will be enjoying the weekend in the mountains. Mystress is fortunate enough to have access to a wonderful cabin int he mountains. Quite, rustic and very soothing. We plan to do mine and her Lady friends level 2 training. I am so looking forward to that. I think i will be stopping at level 2 as Mystrss has shown that level 3 is a very very very big step. Something i feel not ready to do in the near future. I shall practice level 2 by sending Mystress and others all the Reiki i can.

Dinners/breakfasts and snacks have been planned for the weekend too. Activities other than the Reiki training have yet to be planned but i am sure we shall come up with something to pass the time. :)

Going to watch some Tv then call it an early night for i want to be well rested for the weekend.

Enjoy your evening tonight Mystress and say hi to My Lady.

Paladin

Visits Relived

One day has past and i am still reliving my Mystress's last vist. It was a Tues, a new day for ous, one to mold as we see fit. Both of us are not sure how we want our Tuesdays to be so we shall let it mold itself as it sees fit.

Mystress arrived and after a wonderful welcome we retired to the room for pleasure...we had both been working each other up the last couple days and decided that dinner can wait. Wonderful pleasure past and both of us lie there in utter pleasure.

Thirst and hunger drove us to get up and get dinner and drinks. Conversation abounds, some planning for the weekend to come, and it was into the bath. I and my Mystress lvoe the baths. A very relaxing time indeed.

The evening ended with horizons explored and pleasure revisited. Everything we do together is full of pelasure.

Paladin

Thank Yous

Thank you to our new visitor for your kind words. It is very reassuring to know there are others out there that desire and seek the sort of relationship my Mystress and I share. Its rather unique and every day i am thankful for having found such a rare relationship.

To all those seeking that have not found it yet, keep looking for it is out there. Good things are not easy to find but when you do, you become blessed as Mystress posted earlier. Blessed and rewarded for many years of searching...in my case around 7 years of searching.

Tomorrow is one of the new nights Mystress and I shall share. Looking forward to it for sure. It will be interesting to see what we mold Tuesdays into like we have molded our Thursdays. Whatever Mystress chooses for Tuesday to become...all i know is that its more time with Mystress.

Paladin

Feeling blessed....

When I reflect on the relationship that Paladin and I have,
and the sort of person that he is, and how it was that we've
come to be together.

I went to the flea market yesterday with a dear submissive friend.
Asked her if she was communicating with
anyone interesting these days
and her response was that not only was she not looking,
but that she's about to give up. Too many flakes out there she said.

My much beloved Mistress has also been looking for
a male submissive for longer then I, since before we met
some nine years ago. Same problem I think...

I read the blogs of those that are out there looking
and the pain and frustration that some of them have
in seeking to find the right match for whatever their
D/s desires may be.

Then... I think about when I go to visit Paladin...
there is always that moment when I am standing
outside of his door, knowing he inside waiting for Me.
I know every moment of every day,
that his mind is only a text away from Me.
That is he simply waiting to jump to whatever Command I give.
That is makes him happy and fulfilled to do it
and that above all..
he wants to make Me happy and fill Me with pleasure.

In that moment before I knock on his door,
I wonder, is he really as amazing as I think he is?

And then..
I do knock... and he answers...
and.. I see his eyes twinkling at Me
and the sweet smile only I get to see
and I feel all that intense masculine strength
that he radiates....
and there is My answer..
yes.. he is.

And his compliance, when he kneels
as a part of his required protocols
had such a deep feeling of devotion and
sincerity to it. He never does anything half -assed.
And, he never does anything he does not want to do...
because even within his submission, he chooses to obey.
Just like the stallion statue...
He is somewhat wild, strong, smart and yes, stubborn.
He is also highly dignified and often very restrained
and sometimes, I can see his brain working when he's thinking
and I see that look on his face that lets Me know he's no pushover.
I know from the scars on his body that
he's played rough sports in the past,
so he can take a lot more then I've dished out to him.

There is high intelligence behind those blue eyes
that watches, analyzes and computes everything.
And I LIKE those parts of him very much.

He seemed a bit surprised when I told him that
sometimes I like that stubbornness part.
He wondered why.. and I told him to look at the statue
of the stallion. Did he think that stallion always cooperated?
He said he thought most likely not.

Now don't think I want him to be 'bratty'..
not at all. I love his deep submissiveness
and the subs I almost was with I was not because
I could tell it would be a fight for compliance all the time
and I had no desire for that at all. I wanted someone who
genuinely WANTED to obey because that's who they are.
So soul deep that they couldn't do anything else.
If I wanted to call 'em Elmer Fudd they'd allow it
and say 'yes Mystress'.

And.. I like that he thinks about things,
I like a smart sub. Someone once told Me the term
sappiosexual.. and it fits pet. Means intelligence is sexy.
And that is certainly one of his sexy aspects..
Along with with everything else.
Including the fact that he sports something of
a perpetual erection whenever I am around.

And.. that brings Me back to writing about
My appreciation of My amazing Paladin.
And how thrilled I am to know him
and own him.

And.. tomorrow is Tue..
and I'll be ready for it as well..
cuz all this thinking about him,
and how good he is at what he does.
makes Me want him all the more.

Stamina.. yes.. .you'll need it pet!

As always,
best to all,
Mystress

Statue Explained

A further explanation of my idol and what it means to me.

The statue presented to me on Mystress's last visit was of a stallion. Mystress says he is a mix between a Morgan and an Arabian. The stallion is grey in color with a black mane and tail...from the black hooves...the black fades into the grey of the skin...the silver horse shoes glimmering in the light. He stands proudly. Mystress pointed out that it is a strong willed male, quite obvious from the statue itself...with one foot raised strutting around proud to be who he is.

I feel he definitely represents me. First off...he is very proud. I too am proud of what i do, who i am, and the things i do. He definitely seems to show a stubborn streak as he lowers his head almost defiately...a stubborn streak i share and one Mystress has encountered too. One i am working on changing for my Mystress. He is also strong and sturdy. Qualities i hope i share too...some may know of the stamina it takes to be with Mystress when its time for pleasure...but a task i happily perform.

With Mystress's explanation of the statue and some analysis...i can now see that its not related to pony play what so ever. Not an activity i would be interested in at all but each to their own. The statue merely represents my characteristics as well as Mystress's target of training...for she is like a horse trainer...teaching me new tricks and modes of behavior..and even breaking some old behaviors.

This partnership between trainer and trainee is clear when you think of what is involved with training a horse...plenty of work but also both have to be willing to do it. If either side is reluctant, then neother side will get any benefit from the relationship. A point not lost on me Mystress and one i shall remember and keep in the forefront of my mind.

Mystrss also asked me what animal i thought i was...a Lion was my response. Mystress agreed that a lion and a stallion share many qualities. Pride, courage, strength, stamina and stubborness. Yet the Lion is far less trainable. Since Mystress is my trainer...i shall now think of myself as the stallion that belongs to her for training...one part of a partnership...open to receiving all the training Mystress needs to give.

Paladin