Friday, September 11, 2009

Ever feel guilty?

Good evening all.

So i have a question for all our guests if you guys would be kind enough to answer. If you don't have any experiences then maybe some thoughts would be nice to read.

Have you ever felt guilty for what you have? Strange question? I know its kind of weird so i'll elaborate some more. I've had some thoughts of late and i can't put a finger on what i feel or how to describe it other than coming up with the word guilty.

Why guilty? Well you guys can all tell that Mystress and I are still riding high in our special relationship and that things are going very very very well. I adore my Mystress and adore what we have...it makes me so happy and i cherish my Mystress so much. I've had this happiness for years now and we are going into our 3rd year. Work goes well, life goes well and i really dont have any complaints or sorrows....yet some of my closest friends have and are still having some horrible times.

So in my times of contemplation...i have thoughts of is it fair to enjoy what you have when others around you are not happy. What can you do in this situation? Do you just suck it up and be happy? Do you help others achieve their happiness to?

I will not apologize for being happy...no sir. I've searched to long to not be happy and guilt free :) What i will do is try make others happier around me. To support them and do what i can to comfort them but without sacrificing what i have. Weird thoughts? Crazy thoughts?

I'd be interested in hearing what you guys think....

Happy thoughts to all

Paladin

1 comment:

kajira robert said...

Hello again brother. Such a thought provoking question. In my own humble opinion I think the face of happiness has just changed some what. We are happier now to be content with the things we have then the things we don't have. I think you should actually share your happiness with those around you that are happy knowing you are happy. Mystress Swans pet, Robert